The devil makes me want it.

I thought summer was my favourite season. I was wrong.

Spring is so much better. Not only does it promise three months of heat, it brings life to the dead. It makes us shed our tightly knit skin and suddenly we find ourselves enjoying cool breezes and warm light directly against the exposed under-layer. It's a feeling I've forgotten for three whole months. Three whole months of blistering wind that catches between the cracks of the biggest scarf, wind that burns the fingers bright red and raw. Finally, I can enjoy walking and not worrying about slipping on the ice, if snow will melt through my shoes or if I forgot my hat somewhere in my car. I can eat, read, and nap outside and break out of the monotonous cocoon that is my house.

Hooray for planning a summer of concerts and adventures across the border.

Congrats to Lisa who finds spring has sprung a new and exciting future as a teacher.

Cheers to those of us who are graduating in a few weeks. I know better is coming, I just wish I was sure about when.

Thank goodness my play is over. Thank goodness all went well but damn it for making me more confused than before. I went into the audition process with something to prove to myself. I've never done a play. Not a real one with lines. Okay, that last statement contradicts the last four years of my education but you know what I mean Mack. Shouldn't a drama major be in at least one play? Anyways, mission complete, all is well but with that under my belt I have no excuse not to do it again, right? Huh.

I have two more papers and one more exam before April 22nd. Thats all. All I can think about is lolla and more oncerts, tattoos, adventures, picnics and planes. I want to stand in the rain, knee deep in the mud and hear music. It's like when you cry and laugh at the same time and you want it to last forever so you try to make that mental picture, because you know it might never happen exactly that way ever again.

God damn the sun. The devil makes me want it.
I've said it before, trouble is a friend.

And I love it.